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Getting Unstuck From Sin

Joyful silliness with my granddaughter.

To the Jews who had believed him, Jesus said, “If you hold to my teaching, you are really my disciples. Then you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free.”

They answered him, “We are Abraham’s descendants and have never been slaves of anyone. How can you say that we shall be set free?”

Jesus replied, “Very truly I tell you, everyone who sins is a slave to sin.”  (John 8:31-34)

My heart and my calling in life coaching is to help individuals who are stuck.  So I love today’s red letter passage, because it gives the solution to people who are stuck in slavery to sin.

In my experience, it’s really difficult for people to get unstuck.  They have patterns of thinking that they must break.  They have emotional baggage and fears to overcome.

It’s hard to get unstuck because our brains get hardwired to be a certain way.  So when it comes to sin, we can repent.  But it takes a lot of effort to make the repentance organic.  We have to repent over and over again before we no longer struggle with the old pattern of sinful thought and behavior, and our new “wiring” of righteous thought and behavior becomes set in place.

And Jesus knew this, and told people exactly what would change the wiring.  They had to “hold to his teaching.”

The translation “hold” doesn’t adequately communicate what the Greek word used here, meinete, means.  The definition of this word is to “abide,” “stay,” or “remain.”  For example, it was used in John 11:54,  “He went . . . to the village of Ephraim, and stayed there with his disciples.”

Another place meinete is used, which gives us more insight into our red letter passage, is John 12: 46, “I have come into the world as a light, so that no one who believes in me should stay in darkness.” John 12

There’s this sense that where you stay reflects your state.  In this case, you’re either part of the darkness, or part of the light.  That’s your identity.

So, I believe that in John 8, Jesus was saying that when you hold to the teachings, or remain in them, that reflects your state, your identity.  You’re taking ownership of the teachings.  You’re living by them entirely.  You once belonged to the world, but now you belong to Jesus/God.

When we look at the passage in this way, it makes total sense that Jesus said that we must hold to the teachings in order to be set free from sin.  It’s only when we totally embrace Jesus as our new life that we can break the patterns of our old life.  Now, every behavior and every thought is about him.

One thing I see frequently in coaching is someone who’s miserable and wants to change, but isn’t really willing to make the adjustments that will bring about that change.  They just want to add positive behaviors to their life, without getting rid of the things that are holding them back. And it doesn’t work.  They can’t make the changes stick.  Because their heart is still too invested in their old ways, and not enough in the new ways.

Jesus says that our heart has to be invested in him, or we won’t be able to be set free from sin.  Yes, his death can set us free from the penalty of sin.  But we’re not going to stop sinning until we decide that we belong to him.

When I was in my 20’s there were many wonderful things going on.  I had a dream job in public relations.  I had two of my children.  I had a great church that I attended 3 times a week.  But I was still unhappy.  I would go to bed at night and wonder what it was all for.

When I was 30, we moved, and I studied the Bible anew, and realized that I’d been living out the verse, “Having a form of godliness, but denying its power.” (II Tim 3:5)   I’d been on the fence with God.  I hadn’t been keeping all of the scriptures.

So I made a commitment to follow and obey Jesus wholeheartedly for the rest of my life.  When I look back, I can see so clearly that it was the moment when I began to have true joy in my heart.  As I lived out my new commitment, I felt full, not empty.

The truth will set you free.  Today’s red letter passage is powerful.  The more we hold to the teachings, and stay in them, like they are our identity, the more we will find the joy of belonging to Jesus instead of to the world.

And let’s remember.  It’s truth that sets us free.  The truth is Jesus’s way.  It’s the lie that our way and our thinking is best that gets us stuck.

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Nipping Sin in the Bud

“Has not Moses given you the law? Yet not one of you keeps it. Why are you trying to kill Me?” (John 7:19)

Today’s red-letter verse brings up something that’s very convicting to me.  First of all, Jesus told the people that that none of them keep the law.  That seems like an exaggeration.  They all considered themselves practicing Jews.

It’s the connection of this sentence to the next that gives me a clue into what Jesus might have seen in the people.  He accused them of trying to kill him.  What was he talking about here?  Certainly, he was referring to the fact that their leaders were angry at him for trying to heal on the Sabbath. In John 5:16 it says, “So, because Jesus was doing these things on the Sabbath, the Jewish leaders began to persecute him.”

But I think there could be more that Jesus saw. I believe he saw the seeds of sin that would grow until all of these people were ready to call for his death and shout, “Crucify him” at his trial. (Matt 27:23)  Ordinary people would become murderers.  (Acts 3:15)

And it makes me wonder what seeds of sin Jesus sees in me today that could grow and motivate me to take a horrible action?  We’ve been studying James 1 in our midweek, and learning the importance of dealing with sin at the temptation level, instead of allowing it to progress.  “But each one is tempted when by his own evil desires he is lured away and enticed.  Then after desire has conceived, it gives birth to sin; and sin, when it is full-grown, gives birth to death.”  (James 1:14-15)

It’s extremely important to look at our “small” attitudes and deal with them.  Many times we don’t even realize that we have these attitudes.  I’m doing a series on “Finding Hope” for life coaching, and one of the first pieces of advice I have for my audience is to pay attention to the stories they tell themselves.  Because in every situation, we have a story about it that we believe. For instance, if something goes wrong, we tell ourselves that things never work out, or that life has it in for us, or that it’s someone’s fault, or that we always fail.  Beliefs like that make it hard to have hope.

But what I want to focus on here is that what we believe about a situation becomes the seed from which sin grows.  It can generate bitterness, resentment, faithlessness, hatred, jealousy, worry, and much more.   So we have to pay attention to what we’re thinking.  And then we have to make a conscious decision to not engage in our negative thoughts.   Because if we do, they will become magnified. “We take captive every thought to make it obedient to Christ.” (II Cor 10:5)

So, what are some practical ways to deal with sin at the temptation level?

  1. Ask yourself frequently what you are thinking and feeling.
  2. Bring your attitudes into the light.  Journal them or talk to someone about them.  “Have nothing to do with the fruitless deeds of darkness, but rather expose them.” (Eph 5:11)
  3. Take God with you to look at your attitudes. Listen for his voice as you do.  “Search me, God, and know my heart; test me and know my anxious thoughts. See if there is any offensive way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting.” (Ps 139:23)
  4. Ask yourself, “Is it really true, what I believe about this person or situation?  How could I believe the best about them?  How could I have realistic faith?” “Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.” (I Cor 13:7)
  5. Give every concern, worry and fear to God.  “Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God.” (Phil 4:6, also I Peter 5:7)  Remember to do this with thanksgiving, because you know he listens to you, and you’re waiting in expectation of his answer.  (Ps 5:3)
  6. Forgive. “Forgive us our sins, as we have forgiven those who sin against us.” (Matt 6:14)
  7. Act in the opposite direction of your temptation.  If you’re grumpy with a person, do something nice for them.  If you’re feeling sad, make a gratitude list, or start singing.  If you’re worried, take a step of faith.  “If anyone forces you to go one mile, go with them two miles.” (Matt 5:41) “Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good.”  (Romans 12:21) “A cheerful heart is good medicine, but a crushed spirit dries up the bones.” (Prov. 17:22)

In conclusion, let’s go back to today’s red letter verse.  Jesus said, “Not one of you keeps the law.”  Do you know what that brings to mind for me?  The Sermon on the Mount.  Because in it, Jesus tells the Jews how they should really keep the law.  It’s not that they shouldn’t kill, it’s that they shouldn’t even be angry with someone, or put them down.  (Matt 5:21-22)  It’s not that they shouldn’t commit adultery, it’s that they shouldn’t even indulge in lust.  (Matt 5:27-28)

The law is all about the heart, not about just keeping the letter.  And if the Jews had fostered the right heart, they wouldn’t have become murderers.  The lesson for us is that we must work on our hearts by stopping sin at the temptation level.  As Jesus went on to say in the Sermon on the Mount, “If your right hand causes you to sin, cut it off and throw it away. It is better for you to lose one part of your body, than for your whole body to be thrown into hell.”  (Matt 5:29)

Lately, I’ve been grumpy with someone.  I’ve told myself a story about them, and this has led to me being eaten up with frustration.  Then, in the last few days, they’ve shown that what I believed about them wasn’t true.  I went through days of frustration for nothing, and it affected my life, and the lives of those around me.

Here’s the thing I keep realizing. The things that go on inside of me are my responsibility.  I want to blame them on the actions of others, or on circumstances.  But it is totally my responsibility to deal with my grumpiness, resentment, worry, fear, and so on.  If I don’t, there will be a price.

Tomorrow, I’ll tell the story of Cain and Abel to the kids for Sunday School.  I’ll teach them how God said to Cain, “Sin is crouching at your door.  It desires you, but you must master it.”  (Genesis 4:7)  Cain didn’t listen to God.  He didn’t master his sin, and there were dire consequences.

May we all master our sins at the temptation level, before they affect our lives, and the lives of those around us.

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Repentance Brings Restoration

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Recently, I had the best time celebrating the graduation of my son and of my daughter in law.  They were both awarded their master’s degree in Nursing Anesthesia.

IMG_1010I am so proud of them, because I know some of what was behind these degrees.  I remember the days when my son was young, and hated schoolwork.  I think of how he had to do extra work to get in to the college he wanted to attend, and how he ultimately made the decision to switch from music to nursing, and rose to the top of his class.  I think of how difficult it was for him to go back to square one of not knowing anything and learn a new specialization, after being a respected ICU nurse.  Then recently, I know it was hard for him and my daughter in law to be newly married and have to be separated for all kinds of clinical rotations in all kinds of locations.

But they pushed through and made it.  And now they have great careers ahead of them.

There’s a life lesson in this.  We want the gain.  But are we willing to go through the pain?

Today’s reading speaks to this question in an amazing way.  Check it out —

And they asked him , “Why do the teachers of the law say that Elijah must come first?”  Jesus replied, “To be sure, Elijah does come first, and restores all things. Why then is it written that the Son of Man must suffer much and be rejected?  But I tell you, Elijah has come, and they have done to him everything they wished, just as it is written about him.” Mark 9:11-13

There are all kinds of cool things to discover about this passage.

First, let’s look at what the teachers of the law were talking about when they said that Elijah had to come before the Messiah would appear. They were referring to Malachi 4:5, “See, I will send the prophet Elijah to you before that great and dreadful day of the LORD comes.”   This is the last thing written in the Old Testament.  It places readers on the edge of their seats, anticipating the Lord’s coming.

Second, how would Elijah come?  In Luke 1, the angel Gabriel prophesied about John the Baptist, “And he will go on before the Lord, in the spirit and power of Elijah.”  (Luke 1:17)  Elijah came as John the Baptist.   John wasn’t the physical embodiment of Elijah (John 1:21), but he had the spirit and power of Elijah.

Third, looking more deeply at these two verses gives us insight into what the coming of Elijah/John the Baptist would be.  Malachi 4:5 is followed by, “He will turn the hearts of the parents to their children, and the hearts of the children to their parents; or else I will come and strike the land with total destruction.”  Luke 1:17 goes on to say, “He will change parents’ attitudes toward their children. He will change disobedient people so that they will accept the wisdom of those who have God’s approval. In this way he will prepare the people for their Lord.” (GWT)

The job of John the Baptist was to help people repent.  Then they would be prepared for Jesus to come, and ultimately, be in line for the final judgement.

I totally love how Jesus worded this: “Elijah does come first and restores all things.”

How wonderful it is that John the Baptist came to restore!  Through preaching repentance, he came to get people back the close relationship with God they were created to have.

For “you were like sheep going astray,” but now you have returned to the Shepherd and Overseer of your souls.  I Peter 2:25 

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We long for this restoration, to be right with the Lord, to be safe and comforted in his arms.  And we can have this now on earth.

But we will have it infinitely more in heaven.  Jesus went on to say, “Why then is it written that the Son of Man must suffer much and be rejected?”  You see, Jesus was talking about a progression of restoration.  First, Elijah would come, and people would repent.  Then, the Messiah would come, and he would suffer, die and be resurrected.  This would open the way for men to have their home with God forever.

Here’s the coolest thing — look how Peter’s words in Acts 3:19-21 sum this all up:  “Repent, then, and turn to God, so that your sins may be wiped out, that times of refreshing may come from the Lord, and that he may send the Messiah, who has been appointed for you—even Jesus. For he must remain in heaven until the time for the final restoration of all things, as God promised long ago through his holy prophets.” Acts 3:19-21

Repentance brings restoration.  It’s the path to the achievement of God’s will.  On a personal level, it’s the path to the things we need and want.

The question is, will we go through the pain to get the gain?

repentanceThis is what the Sovereign LORD, the Holy One of Israel, says: “In repentance and rest is your salvation, in quietness and trust is your strength, but you would have none of it.”  Isa 30:15

During the holidays, my heart’s desire was to have a wonderful Christmas with my family.  But I had to constantly work at repentance for this to happen.  I had to keep denying my worry, anxiety, anger, grumpiness, fear, and especially, pride of thinking that things had to go a certain way.  I had to decide, over and over again, to trust God more completely, and find delight in pleasing him.

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Sometimes it was the small stuff.  I remember one morning before Christmas I woke up and saw that Ken had been eating the cookies I had baked the day before.  It had taken a lot of energy to get the cookie making together, and ride herd over my rowdy grandkids to roll and cut out shapes, and then decorate them.  I felt like the cookies had to last all through Christmas.  I was so grumpy!

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I had to wrestle to be righteous.  Isn’t it funny?  It takes work to have a happy life.  And it’s the same thing in other areas.  It takes work to have a good marriage.  It takes work to have a functional family.  Like my son and daughter in law, it takes work to have a good career.

John the Baptist gave us the key.  We need to do the work of repentance.  This will bring us to the things we long for.

Yet we will still have tragedy.  After all, John the Baptist was executed.  Jesus alluded to this in the reading, “Elijah has come, and they have done to him everything they wished.”

That is why the promise of a final restoration is so important.  That is why we continue to repent, even if we don’t see the fruit of it.  Being completely with God will be so incredible.  It will give us everything our heart ever longed for, and even things we didn’t realize we longed for.

“The biblical meaning of the word ‘restoration’ is to receive back more than has been lost to the point where the final state is greater than the original condition.  The main point is that someone or something is improved beyond measure.” (From a church website.)

The gain will be far greater than the pain.  Let’s remember that, and let it motivate us.  May it be our life’s work to help others to be restored as well.

We are therefore Christ’s ambassadors, as though God were making his appeal through us. We implore you on Christ’s behalf: Be reconciled to God.  II Cor 5:20

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Preparing the Way

I will send my messenger, who will prepare the way before me.  Malachi 3:1a

Who is the messenger Malachi is talking about here?  It’s John the Baptist.  As Jesus said about him, “This is the one about whom it is written: ”I will send my messenger ahead of you, who will prepare your way before you.'”  Matt 3:10

And what does it mean to prepare the way?  Isaiah also prophesied about this:

  • A voice of one calling: “In the wilderness prepare the way for the LORD; make straight in the desert a highway for our God.”  40:3
  • And it will be said: “Build up, build up, prepare the road! Remove the obstacles out of the way of my people.”  57:14
  • Pass through, pass through the gates! Prepare the way for the people. Build up, build up the highway! Remove the stones. Raise a banner for the nations.  62:10

God was saying was that there needed to be someone who would get things ready for his son to come to earth.  And that makes me wonder — why not just send Jesus right off?  Why have John the Baptist precede him?

Because, the verses say, there was a need to “remove the obstacles.”

What are the obstacles that John the Baptist removed?

Sin.  His message to people was simply to repent:

  • In those days John the Baptist came, preaching in the wilderness of Judea and saying, “Repent, for the kingdom of heaven has come near.”
  • And so John the Baptist appeared in the wilderness, preaching a baptism of repentance for the forgiveness of sins.  Mark 1:4

Sins are like big stones that block the way of truly following Jesus.

I first started seeking God when I was a teenager.  I went all by myself to an Episcopal church, because I loved the way it felt holy.  But I didn’t change my life. I still partied and lived for myself.

Then Ken (my hubby) studied the Bible with me and I was baptized in the traditional church of Christ.  I did change.  I began to live the Christian life.  But I never made the commitment to give my whole self to God for the rest of my life.  I was still serving self.

Over time, I started noticing that I felt empty and unhappy.  I would go to bed at night and say, “What was it all for?”

Until finally God brought me to the point where I decided to get baptized again, and this time, commit myself totally to God and his mission on earth.  Now, as I look back over my life, I can clearly see that point as the time when I began to be happy deep down to the bone.

It wasn’t until I completely repented that I experienced the fullness of following Christ.

It’s like we read in Luke 9:  “For whoever wants to save their life will lose it, but whoever loses their life for me will save it.”    We have to lose our lives.  We have to get rid of the sin.  It’s as true now as it was then.  The more we surrender to God, the greater the blessings.

But the thing is, we don’t surrender.

For years, I told people, “I’m good.  I can serve God just the way I am.”  I didn’t see the need to give myself more completely.  I blithely went about my life, immersed in the busyness of my job, raising my children, doing church activities, and thought that was good.  I had a sort of “cruise control” Christianity.  I set my speed, and went through the motions.

And cruise control never got me where I needed to go.  I missed it, somehow, just as in Malachi, the Jews missed it.

You see, if you look at the verse in Malachi, it’s written to religious people, not to the heathens.  The Jews had gone through a powerful time of God bringing them back to Jerusalem, and helping them rebuilt the city and the temple.  They should have been eternally grateful, but over time, their commitment to God began to fade.  They didn’t see that they were getting wishy-washy, they kept asking God why he wouldn’t accept their offerings.  (2:13-14)  Like me, they were lost in religiosity.

That’s a scary thing, that we can get to a point where we’re blind to our need to repent.

The Jews would need a John the Baptist to come to them.

People need a John the Baptist today.

Yesterday one of the sisters was telling me about a young woman she’s been studying the Bible with, and how they read the verse, “In the same way, any of you who does not give up everything they have cannot be my disciple.” (Luke 14:33) The young woman’s face fell as her eyes opened to what the verse meant.  “I can’t do that,” she said.  She was very sad.

And that was hard for the sister.  She so badly wanted to tell her friend, “It’s okay.”  But she knew that lie wouldn’t help her.

Are we being John the Baptist for our friends, showing them the truth that will help them?  I can’t stress enough that this message of complete repentance is what people need, that they’re not getting from anyone else.  Everyone else is telling them it’s okay. Everyone else is perpetuating the blindness.  And then they miss the full relationship with God that could be theirs.

We have to effectively prepare the way for people to follow Jesus.  We need to help them get rid of ALL the obstacles. We need to open their eyes to what it means to give up everything.

It’s true, they won’t follow Jesus perfectly.  None of us do.  We’ll never dot all the “i”s and cross all the “t’s.”  But they CAN pledge to give their whole heart to God for all time, and do their best to live this out!

And if they get sad, if it seems too hard, encourage them that they CAN do it, just as we did, and it’s so worth it!!

Because the thing is, God said in Malachi that he wasn’t going to leave his people hopelessly stuck in their religiosity.  Even though they were stubborn and blind, he would provide a way for them to have the greatest blessings.

We are that way today.  Not the WAY, but the way to get to the WAY.

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A Friend A Day #7 — Really Caring

Jonah cares more about the vine than the people.

Jonah cares more about the vine than the people.

I am at the stage of this challenge of sharing with a friend a day where I don’t just want to change my behavior, I want to change the heart behind the behavior.

It could be relatively easy to be carried along in the momentum of the new year and open my mouth more often for a few weeks.  But then life will happen.  I’ll get busy.  I’ll get distracted.  And my good intentions will go by the wayside.

I have to truly change from the inside out.

Our assignment at church this week, as we study out repentance, is to figure out, “What warning would the rich man of Luke 16 issue to your family/household?”

The story that’s referred to here is the rich man and Lazarus.  The rich man lives a life of wealth and comfort, while Lazarus is poor and hungry. After death, the rich man goes to a place of punishment, while Lazarus is comforted.  The rich man wants to go back and warn his family so the same fate will not happen to them.

I couldn’t think of what warning the rich man would give to me.  My first thought was that we need to care for the poor more.  That certainly convicted my heart right off.

But now it hits me that the real sin of the rich man was that he didn’t care.  He was all caught up in his life, and he didn’t even see the needs that were around him.

I, too, am all caught up in my life. I’m even caught up in doing things for God, so much so that I don’t have room in my heart to notice or care about the people all around me who are starved spiritually.

What did Jesus see?

When he saw the crowds, he had compassion on them, because they were harassed and helpless, like sheep without a shepherd.  Matt 9:36

People are harassed and helpless.  As other translations word it, they’re “fainting on the ground,” “distressed,” “cast aside,” and “scattered.”  They might look like they have it all together, but they feel isolated, unloved, lost, discouraged and hopeless.  They’re beset by troubles on every side.

I am preparing to start an emotional healing support group, with the premise that many people have unresolved inner pain.  The irony is that I’m promoting this support group, without fully seeing the reality that this pain IS THERE.  It’s rife.  It’s everywhere.  It’s crippling people’s lives.

I need to care more.

I love this passage from Jonah, in which the prophet is outed for being more concerned about the loss of the vine that shaded him than the souls of thousands of miserable people:

Then the LORD said, “You had compassion on the plant for which you did not work and which you did not cause to grow, which came up overnight and perished overnight. “Should I not have compassion on the great city of Nineveh, in which there are more than a hundred and twenty thousand people who cannot tell their right hand from their left–and also many animals?” Jonah 4:10-11

I have more in common with Jonah than I think. Do I REALLY have compassion for others, that they don’t know their right hand from their left, that they’re floundering around in life with faulty compasses?

It’s so easy to think that status quo is okay.  In reading “REPENTANCE a Cosmic Shift of Mind and Heart” by Ed Anton, he reminds us of verses that show that complacency is a sin that the prophets railed against:

Woe to you who are complacent in Zion. . . You lie on beds adorned with ivory and lounge on your couches . . . You drink wine by the bowlful and use the finest lotions, but you do not grieve over the ruin of Joseph. Amos 6

 God wants me to grieve over others.  He wants me to SEE.  He wants my heart to be moved.

So I have still been sharing.  I had a great experience on Tuesday.  The bubbly server at a restaurant my choral group friends and I go to every week asked how my weekend was.  I shared about the two baptisms we had.  She got really excited and wanted to know more about our church.  She wants to come visit!  It was a conversation I stumbled upon,  I wasn’t even looking to share.  I just spoke about what was bubbling up out of me – the joy of what God is doing.

I talked on the phone yesterday with a woman yesterday whose number a sister had given me.  This woman has gotten herself into a horrible mess.  She is despondent.  It’s easy to see she needs help.

How much will my life be about these people?  It will depend on how much I see the need to help, and that it is up to ME.  Here is another convicting verse from a prophet:

They dress the wound of my people as though it were not serious. “Peace, peace,” they say, when there is no peace.  Jer. 8:11

 I need to be serious about this. People are wounded. There IS NO PEACE! No peace for me to get caught up in my life. No peace for others in their pain and self- made muddle.

When I really get this, when I live it, change will happen from the inside out.

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Who would have thought? Repentance is a blessing!

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We cut down a couple of trees in our back yard today, and do you know what happened? I saw the sun shining on a barren part of our yard that had been in the shade for years. It was an amazing feeling to see warm rays streaming on the sparsely covered earth.

Cutting trees down doesn’t make the grass grow, but it does get rid of the obstacles that keep it from thriving. In the same way, repentance doesn’t save us, but it does get rid of the obstacles that keep us from living the life we’re meant to live.

I was astounded to discover a great verse on repentance this week:

And you are heirs of the prophets and of the covenant God made with your fathers. He said to Abraham, ‘Through your offspring all peoples on earth will be blessed.’  When God raised up his servant, he sent him first to you to bless you by turning each of you from your wicked ways.”  Acts 3:25-26

Peter said in the verse that repentance is a BLESSING.  More than that, it is the way that ALL people on earth can be blessed!   And even more, it is the fulfillment of one of the greatest promises in the Bible.

Wow.  I always thought repentance was sort of a grungy chore, like cleaning the sink.  It’s not fun to do, but the finished product feels great.

But now I am realizing that repentance is a SUPER TREASURE of a gift from God, a long-awaited manifestation of His grace.

And it is a gift.  Sure, we put in the effort of denying ourselves.  But the Bible says that God grants repentance.  (II Tim 2:25,  Acts 5:31)  When people are saved it is seen as the evidence of God’s grace.  (Acts 11:23)

Repentance is a gift that keeps me from ruining my life with grumpiness, bitterness, lust, selfishness, and so on.

It’s a gift that allows God to bless me.  If I obey God I will be like the wise man who built his house on the rock.  (Matt 7:24)  If I seek the kingdom first God will take care of me.  (Matt 6:33)

You know, Jesus didn’t just come into the world.   John the Baptist came first, to call people to repent, to remove the obstacles. “A voice of one calling: ‘In the wilderness prepare the way for the LORD; make straight in the desert a highway for our God.”

But while John the Baptist called people to repentance, Jesus came to facilitate repentance.  “God exalted (Christ) to his own right hand as Prince and Savior that he might bring Israel to repentance and forgive their sins.”  Acts 5:31

Right now I have these big lumps of grumpiness in my heart.  I’m not sure where they come from, I wake up with them.  I try to work on them but they are unwieldy.  They’re with me all day like a canker sore.  And it’s so hard to keep them from affecting my behavior.

It is helpful to see the resulting sin as obstacles standing in the way of the life I should have, trees blocking out the light God wants to shine in my life.  God wants there to be more blessings in my life!  I have to remove the obstacles.

So I have to struggle and strive for repentance.  More importantly, I have to pray that God will grant me repentance, show me the way, because right now I’m not sure exactly how to do this.

And then the light will shine in.  I’ve been working on opening up the closed fist of my heart.  Repentance is the blessing that opens up my heart, exposing new vistas of inner soil that can thrive through God.

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